Freedom is overrated?

I told myself that once I was out of your grasp,

out from your hell,

from under your wing,

I would be free of you,

but here I am,

 indecisive,



chained to your charisma,

enslaved by your charm,

trapped through your smile,

where am I to go,

I reach toward the sky,

with my feet still on the ground,

cement blocks strapped to my feet,

wings crushed by your horror,

imagination destroyed by your manipulation,

hope disintegrate by your judgement,

but then again it was my fault,

for coming back to you again.

#16 I am thankful for that fact that I can learn from my mistakes, I have no idea how we as a whole would be able to move forward, become innovative, or quite frankly live, if we had not learned from our past. History repeats itself, people may seem changed but they never truly are, you can drill into a person's head what is right and wrong, but they will never truly understand what is outside of their own nature. If we can all find one fault in our selves then maybe we can come to accept two faults in someone else. We can find a reason to love instead of a reason to hate, and ultimately learn to come together on the things that we love, not be torn apart by them.

You Don't Even Know.......

I thought that maybe if I showed you my world,

opened up,

you'd see exactly where I have been,

walked my trails,

with soles worn out,

and a heart still racing,

where can I go from here?

#7 I am grateful for all the wonderful people on blogspot. I've never had people care about me as much as you, it's wonderful, all the talent that each person on here contains. This has gotten me through some ruff as hell times. I don't even know how to express my gratitude.

p.s (took this one my self, proud or what :P

Procrastination

Let's get this done,

yes right now,

don't hold back,

let your energy build,

until it explodes,

it flies around,

given to others,

what was it I needed to do?

#5 I am definitely grateful for some of my failed valiant efforts, an example being this poem itself. I never knew that procrastination was this effective.

Welcome To My Life..

#4- I am thankful for all the experiences I have been able to have throughout my whole life. I have had so many good friends. Although I may have lost them, they were still there. That is what counts, right?