I Really Just Want To Be Creamated

Putting myself in ruins,

trying to escape out of this dirt hole,

ten feet deep,

filled with sorrow,

no remorse,

no guilt,

as they close in on me,

lift their shovels with pride,

with joy,

with satisfaction

#8 I am thankful for failure. How could I ever know what it feels like to succeed, truly succeed without the comprehension of what it is like to fail, truly fail. I am grateful that I can accept my own defeat even if it means, picking the headstone for my grave.

You Don't Even Know.......

I thought that maybe if I showed you my world,

opened up,

you'd see exactly where I have been,

walked my trails,

with soles worn out,

and a heart still racing,

where can I go from here?

#7 I am grateful for all the wonderful people on blogspot. I've never had people care about me as much as you, it's wonderful, all the talent that each person on here contains. This has gotten me through some ruff as hell times. I don't even know how to express my gratitude.

p.s (took this one my self, proud or what :P

In My Own Little Room

In this little room of mine,

Secrets unheard of,

Heartbreaks uncovered,

These walls know too much,

Tears shed,

Never to be reassured,

Is it possible to drive a man insane at such a pace,

Walls crumble,

Light shines,

The warmth exposed to my skin,

Is this what it is like to feel,

to love? To nurture?

I feel amazing, yet unchanged.

Is it possible that this existed,

outside a room so dark and gloomy?

Fear replaces my amazement,

I am off to explore this new world.

#1- I am thankful for everything the LORD has given me. My family, my friends, my blogger buddies. All of these people make the biggest impact in my life. Especially the bloggers on here. Thank you for listening to me on all those rants, the boring, the interesting, the just plain weird. I can be quite the handful.