Stress

How can I handle a world,

that can barely handle me?

How can I break through a barrier,

when I barely have strength to breath?

How can I move mountains,

when I trip on pebbles in the sand,

Pitty is much easier to come up with,

than to make an actual plan.

#19 I have to say that I am thankful for school. Sometimes I question the reason as to why humans imparticular go to school, why us? What did we do to deserve this? Knowledge can be the most powerful and most harmful tool in our entire lives and school is exactly what gives us this knowledge and teaches us how to use it. I can't imagine ever being home-schooled, no matter how "similar" people may say it is, to me, it isn't not at all. I would have never met ninety-five percent of my friends had it not been for school. But when you think about it, I would have never created ninety-five percent of my problems had it not been for school. But that is what life is about gaining knowledge today and using it for tomorrow. To my teachers, all the faculty of the school, yes even that mean janitor on the first floor, thank you, not that I think they will ever read this :P

Up To The Sky, Just To Fall Back On The Ground

 

My feet were planted firmly on the ground

So why am I high in the sky right now?

Floating freely

but underneath sinking deeply

everything in life has a dark twist to it

almost as if we are never just "safe" 

I can try and pull my self out from underneath a black whole,

but do I really ever escape?

#13 I am grateful for having blogger in the first place, it has actually brought me some pretty cool experiences and I have been able to share my true feelings about anything and not have to feel like hiding them from the public (:

Found An Old Paper I did

     I took a moment to look around, unsure of what to think. Fear had overruled

my mind, as with so many other humans, in fact that was the one thing that had

brought us closer, through fear. After a struggle freedom seems impossible.

Once you fall it's hardest to get up. So how is it that I am here now? How is it

that a place so corrupt can still be beautiful? yet, it is still possible.

Nature's beauty is intoxicating, the way it soothes your mind, cleanses your

soul, as if you are at peace with the world for just a moment. A moment you

wish could last forever.

      To breath in a fresh breath of this air, crisp and cool on a day like

this, almost as if to run to a secret place faraway. To be at rest and forget

the pressure upon your everyday life, not being expected of anything, no need

to run from your mistakes. Felonies are a thing of the past, love is of the

future. Un-burdened, almost weightless, trying to make this last as long as

you possibly can.

       A feeling of relaxation overtakes your body; you begin to wonder why you

decided to deal with such a harsh world in the first place. then you realize you

had to. Reality strikes, you stand up, almost coming out of your own dream,

and walk away. Leaving this beauty for someone else to notice, or perhaps,

be ignored.

#12 I am grateful for relief, imagine having to feel burdened your whole life. It is absolutely true when someone tells you that the way your mindset is can affect your whole life, because, trust me, it can. The more negative I am some days, the worse those days go, but the feeling that you can wake up the next morning lie in bed and just feel damn relieved, that is the best feeling anyone could ask for, you can't forget memories, but you can replace them, and you can make new ones.

Welcome to my Kingdom......

A Kingdom where procrastination is highly accepted,

A safe haven to all,

A place where thoughts sprout from the ground,

So take a breath,

Let it go,

Welcome one and all

#3 I am thankful for creativity and imagination. It is amazing what it has done to change this world. Being able to be inspired is the most amazing feeling in the world

Inspiration Only

This is a safe haven, a magical place, where nothing is wrong. Only inspirational things can be written here. This is actually designed off of what someone had as their facebook status:

buy a blank notebook. draw a huge heart on the cover. don't write anything negative in here. if you need another outlet, make a separate notebook. this one is all about love, personal growth, and getting back up. fill it with beautiful images, reaffirming thoughts, and quotes. write in it every day, and each day write one thing you're grateful for in your life. ♥

Even though I may hate the person behind this status does not mean that I shouldn't do it, so I guess this is it, inspiration only