I took a moment to look around, unsure of what to think. Fear had overruled
my mind, as with so many other humans, in fact that was the one thing that had
brought us closer, through fear. After a struggle freedom seems impossible.
Once you fall it's hardest to get up. So how is it that I am here now? How is it
that a place so corrupt can still be beautiful? yet, it is still possible.
Nature's beauty is intoxicating, the way it soothes your mind, cleanses your
soul, as if you are at peace with the world for just a moment. A moment you
wish could last forever.
To breath in a fresh breath of this air, crisp and cool on a day like
this, almost as if to run to a secret place faraway. To be at rest and forget
the pressure upon your everyday life, not being expected of anything, no need
to run from your mistakes. Felonies are a thing of the past, love is of the
future. Un-burdened, almost weightless, trying to make this last as long as
you possibly can.
A feeling of relaxation overtakes your body; you begin to wonder why you
decided to deal with such a harsh world in the first place. then you realize you
had to. Reality strikes, you stand up, almost coming out of your own dream,
and walk away. Leaving this beauty for someone else to notice, or perhaps,
be ignored.
#12 I am grateful for relief, imagine having to feel burdened your whole life. It is absolutely true when someone tells you that the way your mindset is can affect your whole life, because, trust me, it can. The more negative I am some days, the worse those days go, but the feeling that you can wake up the next morning lie in bed and just feel damn relieved, that is the best feeling anyone could ask for, you can't forget memories, but you can replace them, and you can make new ones.
