What's In A Name

I never thought things through, 

all my thoughts vanish with you.

Engraving my heart,

but deflecting my head, 

the poison of your words is starting to spread.

Negativity seeps, depression creeps,

Your love is dry and talk is cheap.

I try to take matters in my own hands,

but you're relentless, heartless,

nothing withstands.

My love starts to vanish,

this smile is a lie,

you think I'm nervous, 

that I've gone shy.

If only you knew all my thoughts,

if you saw the trap,

before you were caught.

#21 I can't even fathom the fact that I have posted twenty different things on this site, remarkable when you think about it. I have no idea what I would do, if I didn't write. I mean I write more than you would think, I'm in the mist of a short story right now :) hehe. I guess my creativity and inspiration is a gift in itself. I mean sometimes I don't realize it, but I don't have what you would call just average writing abilities for a fifteen year old, at least that is what I like to think and although I do experience writers block from time to time, writing is what I turn to for self expression and without it, who knows what I would be like. (p.s. look at this a video AND a picture)